14/07/12

I used to blame and yell at my mother for never tried a bbq in my life before,
then my mother will always tell me,bbq is bad for health and makes your pimples head looks worst.
and then I was like,but I am fourteen and never tired a bbq before.it is so.ridiculous.
OK, STORY END.

Now I was like,oh god I hate bbq!
Why?
The story starts when I came back from my friend's birthday party where I tired my very first bbq in my life yesterday.
When I arrived home,
I miss the mirror so much and go for a look at myself after the party,
And i scream when I saw my face.
oh my godness,i look like pig,except I have pimples and they dont.

Then I was like why do I ever go near the fire?
Am I crazy?i should've listen to my mother.
And now my face are with load of giant zit on it!!!
How I go to school tomorrow?
It was so embarrasing.
And I made my I own vow.
I will never go near fire,
And never bbq in my life anymore!!!!
Curse you bbq, the evil fire, the idiots delicious hotdogs and chicken wings and the stupid pimples!!!!!
And that how the story end,and how I hated bbq so much!!!!

xxx

But just dont get me wrong,
I enjoy the party so much actually,
And I love her room,
Its not like so giant big or luxury,but I feel so comfortable in there.
And she is so kind to everyone.even me.
I still cant believes she invited me,
We not actually close to each other,not even talk much.
And really have a lot of fun yesterday night.
Spend a lot of time bonding with each other,talk,eat.
If theres another party next time I definitly will be there,but of course if I am invited.

Erm I think theres nothing much to share,but my legs do sore after walking infinite rounds on the jogging tracks with my friend - yee woon.
eventhough I felt tired.
I feel good when we talk,laugh, have fun during the walk.

Thanks for the birthday girl,
Thanks god for giving me a life that fill with adventures.
Thank you everyone,everything,except the stinky bbq.

xxx

I finally know my own feelings.
I think I actually likes him.
But this time I am so not telling amyone,not even my diary!!!
Maybe,and sure I feel uncomfortable keeping a secret.
But I know giving his name out,will definitly cause my into troubles.
I dont like and tell anymore.

xxx

And yee woon,my friend,
I know it takes a lot to make the first step,
But if u dont try,u will never know how he thinks about u.
Maybe just maybe,he will feel the same way.

Dont let fears strikes u from playing the game.

And remember if u need me,i will always be there surpporting u.