文璇你在哪里我很想你
你说过会保护我的你在哪里

Just feel like typing today.

Er...
Please don't ask me why I update my blog so often these days.
I just feel like typing today.

I got a feeling - i'm so dead.
The mid term exam is around the corner, but I did THINGS...such as reading novels in the speed of GOD, thinking about some stupid things and people, playing with my phone , get the lastest update about GE13 on facebook and most of all what i'm doing now - updating blog post...

I'm actually afraid of how my results will turn out after the May&June holiday.
I really wanted to study for my exam, but I just don't feel like doing it...
I feel sleepy or boring everytime I reach for my books.
My mind went empty everytime I tried to study.
So, what should I do?

xxx

Refer to what I had written on top of this post, I found the fact that I am actually following my own desire while doing anything.
I guess due to this habit, i'll just never get a chance to success, since our former principle, Hwong Sheng once said that 'Success is a habit'.

Tomorrow, maybe I'll start prepare for my exam...there ain't much time left for me...this time, I hope I could make myself 'suck up' the knowledge from the books no matter I'm willing to do so or not.

xxx

Erm...
I really wanted to thanks Susan and Elaine...
After a quick talk with them, my brain seems to work again...
I still don't know how to tell him how I feel, and he too never pm me eventhough he's online.
I guess maybe he get what I mean.
Anyway, thanks million for listening me talking this type of bullshit...

xxx

I don't know why you choose me.
I guess it's because I am only 15, and you thought I'm stupid.
We don't know each other very well actually, and so I don't really believe that you do feel the way as you claimed...
I don't like to play with feelings, it's not because I'm not good at playing it, it's because I know that one can hurt very bad through feelings.
Maybe you are smart enough to be the winner but I'm not confident to be a good player.
Go find someone else that is qualified to be the player you are looking for.

I have to claim that I'm not as idiot as you thought I am.

I am good at understanding one's heart.
But sometimes I do made mistakes, if what I said about you in this post was wrong, I APOLOGIZE.

xxx

Finally, I composted a post with English again...
I missed English~
I hope I could improve my English MORE MORE!!!

Most of all, best luck for all my friends, exam....fighto!!!

heyheyhey.
Remember wish me luck arh!!!

很想哭，但我没有

我妈妈哭了一晚，
我睡得很熟，可是醒来时，
脑海中的第一个想法是：心都死了，怎么还能醒来？

有句话说：期望越大，失望越大。
很像在说所有认为这次真的能够58的人。

哥哥说：“下一届，下一届他就可以投了，到时一定要58到”
我心想，没错，希望之火还在燃烧，人家林吉祥，安华，卡巴星为同一个目标奋斗了这么多年，人家都还没放弃，我这个到下一届都还不能投票的小孩子有什么资格气馁？！

尽管如此，
我还是很失望。。。
很伤心。
可能你会说：“才一个15岁的小孩子，你懂什么政治？！”
可是，就算我只不过是个小屁孩，我也是马来西亚的人民。
正正是因为连我这个15岁小孩子都感到失望，才证明了我国的政治到底有多腐败。

呃。。。
很像讲了很多这种东西。。。
不可以讲太多咧，
在马来西亚这种不民主的地方，
我可能会被抓去坐监牢的，然后我妈妈很伤心，然后我找不到工作，然后。。。
aiya随便啦。

xxx

我很不开心啊。。。
因为。。。
人家选了很久的生日礼物你竟然说不喜欢。。。

等等，
重点不是这个，重点是。。。
我是以为我们的taste一样，才选我喜欢的。。。
结果，结果，你讲我"AHPO TASTE" ？！
不要逼我爆粗咯～

真的伤到我咧。。。
改次你不喜欢也要假假讲喜欢嘛！！！

xxx

久久没有更新，
一更新就讲废话，sry啊～

本来想用英语的，结果。。。
没有结果。。。