CONFUSE.CONFUSING.
CONFUSED.
ONCE AGAIN.
I AM CONFUSE.
CONFUSED OF WHY I WOULD CHOOSE CHKL AT THE FIRST MOMENT.
BECAUSE OF MY FUTURE?
MY RELATIONSHIP?
OR MY FRIENDSHIP?
AND MAYBE THREE OF THEM.
WHATEVER THE REASONS WHY I WOULD MADE THAT CHOICE.
I JUST CANT TURN BACK.
I SHOULD RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE.
I MEAN MAYBE A WRONG CHOICE.
OR MAYBE NOT.
I KEEP WONDERING.
IS MY CHOICE RIGHT ?
ARE THEY RIGHT?
BECAUSE.
MY FUTURE IS NOT AS BRIGHT AS FIREWORKS.
AND I STILL HAVEN'T MAKE IT WITH HIM YET.
LAST IS I AM GETTING WAY FAR WITH ELAINE NOW.
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
ELAINE DO HAVE HER SISTER TO SUPPORT HER.
BUT WHAT SHOULD I DO?
I AM THE ONE WHO REALLY NEEDS SUPPORT.
I THINK MAYBE I SHOULD GO THROUGH LIFE WONDERING WHY I WOULD MADE A BAD CHOICE LIKE THAT.
......
DONT ASK.
YAH.
I AM STILL WONDERING.