harder better faster stronger...

okay...
i know it is weird...
i mean about the post tittle...
right that a song name...
just post shuang only...
no meaning de...
im changing myself...
that one of my project...
a project b4 turning 13...
hate myself...
just a few days...
upsr is coming...
im not studying....

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no mood....
no post...
4 today....
sorry!!!

不要以爲!!!

請不要以爲我在扮失戀！！！
因爲我沒有！
像我這種人，
根本不可能有拖拍！
拿來的失戀呢？
所以請不要以爲！
我不是那種三八的人！
他以爲我三八已經足夠了！
我不想再受苦了！
真得很辛苦！
雖然我知道已經沒人來看我的BLOG了，
但我仍然像澄清，
我沒有扮失戀！
請不要以爲，
也不要誤會！
更不要肯定！

JUST ME!!!

Ashley siew pei wern, the girl that without everything….

She loves a guy….

The coolest guy ever….

He is a handsome, clever guy....

He is good at everything…

Ashley has been secret crashing on him since she was 7 years old…

It was crazy!!!

Ashley shares everything in her blog…

She loves to shares…

But something…

She never shares….

She is so tired….

Tired about faking her life…

She aspires to be a singer or an actress….

But actually…

She is an actress…

She worst at everything…

Except for lying to everyone….

Acting to everyone…

She hates lies…

But she enjoys the moment when she was lying…

She lies to everyone…

It pays…

Just like the story of the boy and the sheep…

No one believes her anymore….

She lies to him…

She lies to the one she loves…

She lies to the only one that loves her….

She loves him…

She was regretting now….

But it’s too late for anything…

It’s too late…

To catch him now…

She was regret for loves three person in the same time…

She was regretting for never reply him at the first moment when he told her he loves her too…

She hates herself….

She tries to suicide…

But she failed….

She tries to say sorry….

To the guy she loves….

To the parent she cares…

To the friends she mined….

But in was in vain…

She tries to study harder….

But the guy keeps on appeared in her mind…

She knows that she can’t forget about him…

The guy that made her fall in love…

So deep….

Deeper then u thought……..

He changes…

After being one of them….

He is not the one she knows in the first time anymore…

He is not the one she saw in the first sight anymore too….

She knows she hurt him…

But she tries to apologize….

She knows it is not easy to forgive a person who hurt as deep as she hurt him…

She hurt him…

She has already apologized….

But why he still had to make his revenge?

He doesn’t know how deep she loves him…

He will never know…

He will never feel the way it hurt…

Everything he does…

Was just hurting her…

But he will still keeping on for his revenge…

Everything he does to her ….

Was just bringing her down to a place called...

“Hell”

She tries to life in the heaven with him…..

But he never gives her a chance …..

Never…

He just kicks her off……

When his life went better…

He just changes…..

He just forgets …

Just forget every memory about us…

Just forget her….

But the point was still….

Ashley loves him 4ever!!!!!